WOW!! I can not believe how fast
school has gone. Five more weeks and school is out. To look back and see that I
took a leap of faith and moved out in January to a different province to go to
school I am in shock. Knowing God laid all the funds for everything right in
the palm of my hands so that schooling for the first semester was possible is
unbelievable! I have grown so much in this first semester, I don’t even know
where to begin and things may be left out to talk about another time since it
is super long.
When I was diagnosed with epilepsy
at the age of fifteen I always asked God, “if you love me why would you do this
to me?” As my epilepsy got worse my faith in God started to fade away. During
that period of time I embarrassed myself a lot, not so much that I regret what
I did, I just realize now I didn’t notice how much I was worth. After diagnoses
after diagnoses I was tired of trying to be mad at God, so I let it go to see
if miracles are real… well I can tell you they are because I have been seizure
free for three years. Back then if you told me I would end up in college I
would have disagreed with you, let alone Bible College.
But, here I stand as I am rebuilding my faith I look onto what my future could
be. Is God going to keep me going in this direction? I hope so. He has me
standing here in Bible
College learning about
Children’s Ministry and how to be a Children’s Pastor. Something I have always
had a passion for, Children! Not only that, I get the chance to be the change
in those kids lives, this means the world to me. Anyways I’m signing off I will
post tomorrow on my struggles living in a totally different province then my
family and prayer.
The Life of
A College Student,
Cassandra
Falun
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